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How mad can you get?
The thought of failure is all I had in mind. School was stable but at home I was still a target sorta but by 12 I was deep in the hood and hanging with the boys. We did bad things on those corners and I was giving the pain I’d felt most of my life…
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Random Life
Nothing happens by chance, someone sets it into motion, All I can tell you is my childhood was trash and the worst part is the people I was suppose to trust to save me turned a blind eye. Besides being tricked out in the local community I also had older cousins who thought it would…
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My Daily Pain
How could it be? So in 1994 my mother was killed lets just call it what it was she was beaten and decapitated till she was unrecognizable. We went through the motions of a trial and the end result was a plea deal for 15-20 years. Now plea deals aren’t abnormal but in a 1st…
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FRIENDS can keep you ALIVE
Can you trust even when you’re so damaged? Disclaimer If you’ve read my blog thus far I truly appreciate you. It takes a while for me to write these things due to how emotional they are. I’ve NEVER felt like I had the WORST life ever but I have felt like I was given very…
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Ways to survive
I tried my best to deal with life on my own. But I was a child… I was poor, dirty smelled like pee(my countermeasure for those perverts) no one wanted to be friends with a girl like me. However, I could fight and everyone needs a scrapper around. I ended up finding myself a group…
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That Stupid Day
Why is this happening to me? My sister was a princess and she got everything she wanted. She denies it till this day but I saw the money she always had. Her hair was always done, makeup, nice clothes with tags and she left and came when she wanted. I must admit I didn’t want…
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Let the Placements begin!
How many will I have? You would think a poor little girl could have had a break after all of that. However with my Mother dead and my Father unknown, my sister’s father in the wind and my brother’s father locked up we went into foster care. I guess my Grandma didn’t meet some requirements…
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How do you say Bye?
Let me tell you how not to say good-bye My mothers funeral was packed with people inside and outside the Aposotolic Faith Church. It was a church across from my Grandma’s house. There were so many strangers who spoke nice about my mother. Being 6 you could guess what I was doing in the gold/black…
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Upcoming
How far will I go? The next part of my story after my mother was brutally murdered, the family I was born into not really mourning but blaming. Having to step-up and take care my siblings and grandmother. Life for this 6 year old got hard, rough and I eventually passed away to myself. It…
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Being Strong
Some words are just foreign to people especially the word NO!!! Oh man all I heard was that familiar deep voice say, “Why won’t you just marry me.” My mom replied, “I want more for my kids, I can’t.” Of course I cheered inside but that wasn’t the answer he wanted. Now this is what…
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