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SEX can Be damaging
Don’t get caught up in the hype of it all, there isn’t enough GOOD SEX to be blind. I’ve heard of people staying in relationships for so many reasons. The one I wanna discuss is sex. The sex is sooo good he can smack me around. Ugh what? Girl he so good in the bed […]
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Happy Birthday to…
Being celebrated as a child must feel real nice. I sit and look at people on their birthday, how they celebrate and how glad they are and the amount of people that surround them and it brings me back to my childhood. Living with criminal minds and people who don’t really care that much about […]
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Fair Trade
I got you and I’ll never let you fall I remember the day the man who I’d call father knocked on the door. I answered it and he asked to speak to my grandmother. I thought it was a deal being made and I was ready to fight of course but that’s nowhere near what […]
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How mad can you get?
The thought of failure is all I had in mind. School was stable but at home I was still a target sorta but by 12 I was deep in the hood and hanging with the boys. We did bad things on those corners and I was giving the pain I’d felt most of my life […]
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Random Life
Nothing happens by chance, someone sets it into motion, All I can tell you is my childhood was trash and the worst part is the people I was suppose to trust to save me turned a blind eye. Besides being tricked out in the local community I also had older cousins who thought it would […]
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My Daily Pain
How could it be? So in 1994 my mother was killed lets just call it what it was she was beaten and decapitated till she was unrecognizable. We went through the motions of a trial and the end result was a plea deal for 15-20 years. Now plea deals aren’t abnormal but in a 1st […]
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FRIENDS can keep you ALIVE
Can you trust even when you’re so damaged? Disclaimer If you’ve read my blog thus far I truly appreciate you. It takes a while for me to write these things due to how emotional they are. I’ve NEVER felt like I had the WORST life ever but I have felt like I was given very […]
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Ways to survive
I tried my best to deal with life on my own. But I was a child… I was poor, dirty smelled like pee(my countermeasure for those perverts) no one wanted to be friends with a girl like me. However, I could fight and everyone needs a scrapper around. I ended up finding myself a group […]
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That Stupid Day
Why is this happening to me? My sister was a princess and she got everything she wanted. She denies it till this day but I saw the money she always had. Her hair was always done, makeup, nice clothes with tags and she left and came when she wanted. I must admit I didn’t want […]
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Let the Placements begin!
How many will I have? You would think a poor little girl could have had a break after all of that. However with my Mother dead and my Father unknown, my sister’s father in the wind and my brother’s father locked up we went into foster care. I guess my Grandma didn’t meet some requirements […]