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NO GOOD
As young people we think of the dumbest things to do sometimes. My mom felt some type of way about my summer with my aunts. She began making me feel like I was wrong for saying anything and I began to rebel. My attitude changed I was hostile (I was wrong) and I knew I […]
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Oh Boy I messed up
Sometimes wishes aren’t what they seem Living with a mom who wanted me to be someone else I needed a break. One day my mom asked if I wanted to go spend summer with my aunts. I’m just 14 at the time and I said yes. It was end of sophomore year and I was […]
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I’m NOT them
The worse thing you can do to a child is try and make them into your image. High School was a bit rough for my freshman year and it didn’t help that I was different. I had cousins who were older who went to my school as well but they were jocks, very popular and […]
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HOT Mess Express
A bit about my town and how good, bad and beautiful it could me In light of what seems to keep happening in my town with police shootings and unsolved murders (with hundreds surrounding the shooting) I’d like to shed some light. My town use to be quite small and then an influx of everyone […]
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To be nice or NOT
When you’ve never been loved it’s hard to understand it. The first few years that I was with my new family everything was clouds and sunshine but when your mind has been warped like mine, you never know what you’ll get. When I felt uneasy I’d take knives from the kitchen and hide in me […]
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Hothead Child
How much trouble can I get in before I truly fail? I will say this I wasn’t always a hothead I started off nice and caring. I’d help anyone who was in need even if I went without. However as I grew from that damaged child I picked up bad habits to go along with […]
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Fairy Tale
Be careful you could be the only one in the story I had an amazing piece about LOVE prepared but then it smacked me in the face and brought me back to reality. Check this out. No matter what you do you can’t make someone love you like you feel you deserve. It’s all about […]
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SEX can Be damaging
Don’t get caught up in the hype of it all, there isn’t enough GOOD SEX to be blind. I’ve heard of people staying in relationships for so many reasons. The one I wanna discuss is sex. The sex is sooo good he can smack me around. Ugh what? Girl he so good in the bed […]
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Happy Birthday to…
Being celebrated as a child must feel real nice. I sit and look at people on their birthday, how they celebrate and how glad they are and the amount of people that surround them and it brings me back to my childhood. Living with criminal minds and people who don’t really care that much about […]
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Fair Trade
I got you and I’ll never let you fall I remember the day the man who I’d call father knocked on the door. I answered it and he asked to speak to my grandmother. I thought it was a deal being made and I was ready to fight of course but that’s nowhere near what […]